been a rather tiring week, whcih was supposed to be 4 days of holidays and one day of informal school.

to sum up the week: i pwed four days consecutively, slept in till like 11 on 3 days, got super addicted to you tube , swam with a "white mammoth", watched rob b hood with the gang, went shopping with qh n jt today, and went to the beach with si hua and ming!!

actually it has been rather much of a depressing week, still trying to come to terms with some things, thanks to people who've been nice to me n chatted with me when i couldnt sleep, especially my guardian angel. thanks to sihua who introed me to addictive taiwanese drama serials, which i could get so engross and like live in the lives that the ppl in the show are living, at least there are no pw n heartbreaks, a very good way tp break free from the live that im living now. =)

and the other happy thing is tt ming sihua n me finally got to go to the beach today!!!!!!!!! we took tons of pictures, i'll try to load e nicer ones! [actuall alll are so ncie!!!!!!!!!!] thanks dearies for the hard times tt u have gone thru with me, and also thanks for the wonderful time we had today. the memories of those photo taking, lying on the beach to gossip n enjoy the sound of the waves, the pictures on the sand we drew, the times we try to hold on our breath for the longest, our loudest screams, and even the silence that we shared, just lying under the blue sky tt was like a piece of paper so clsoe within our reach, thank you for these wonderful memories n laughter. and ming i willnever forget who u graded 'A' for, so funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDD thanks dearies n i love u.

today was farewell assembly for the yr 2s, even though i was a 2nd and a half intaker, it was nostalgic for me. there were moments when i actually felt the tears coming to my eyes. like when i recalled how the 4 goals were scoared in the soccer match, the night when i got the phone call from mr teo tt my (desperate) appeal was accepted, the times we cheered n cheered for the sports teams in school, the times we fought hard to mug to cram all those info in my head.

time flies, almost a year has passed since ive been a victorian. in fact, i felt so used to the school already that it feels like eternity. though there are indeed things i dun like abt the sch, like the lack of family feeling, the lack of that aplenty number of frens..... but im beginning to realise, that things arent so bad after all. and i shld actually learn to treasure these litle things that i have instead of looking at wad im missing out on.

at least, the tough times ive had these few months, taught me how strong i can actually be and who are my true friends,
it has also given me a class - although quite broken up but at least it was a class that could someone be a united one, if we start doing smth about it,
at least i have a gang- sihua ming jenny - ppl whom i can lean on when the going becomes tiring ,
at least i have a interact - when i can give my fullest to helping the students,
i have gp soc - which i can try my best to improve it like how ecoteens bcame projteens,
i have netball - at least i had a team of frens to train with,
i have ocip - frens whom ill be travelling overseas tgt to at least improve the lives of some,
and i have my pw team - jenny xianling yuhe and daniel - ppl who have stood by me the past few months, n we were knocked down a few times but we all stood up tgt. without these wonderful ppl i wonder how i would haf survived pw!

things arent so bad after all , once i start counting my blessings actually =)

but it was still a sad though, when i realise that when i look at the videos, i wouldnt be so involved in school to appear in any of them, neither will i have the memories of orientation. but well, its no pt complaining abt all these, cos these are the past and theres nth i can do abt it. but hopefully, there will be a change in the future, in the next one yr.

and today, it was also announced that mrs chan (p of vjc) is leaving after thi yr cos her contract has ended n shes goingto moe to work. though i havent been close to her, except the first time whe nshe called to tell me my appeal has failed, she has always been merely a principal to me. but today i felt sad when she said tt she was leaving, cos she was more than a p to me. i admried the way she handles stuff and her sportsmanships - always seeing her going to the sports comp to cheer the victorians on, she was not a high up principal who was snobbish- but rather one who was like a friend to the teachers, like a close fren to her. in fact, i think i also have her to thank for accepting my appeal the 2nd time. and i think i will really miss her =)

vjc open hse tmr.

how ironic. today, we mark the end of sch for the yr 2s. tmr we welcome the sec 4s, to take on the journey as a victorian. to continue this legacy that the seniors haf set.

i rmb how awed i was by the open hse last yr, i though of who went back with me. a painful thought. but as i think of tmr, i hope what we present will attract the right ppl to come n join the vj family. and i really hope that angel will be my junior next yr! gd luck love =)

ok it has been a long post, i will blog abt how i felt abt the open hse tml. till then, have fun, and do drop by vj to say hi to me if ure free!! =)