the small joys that i haf, i firmly suppress in my heart.
because im not sure how short lived e happiness would be each time.
u almost asked what i wanted that night,
but sadly, u din noe how to put ur thoughts into words.
or maybe the words din come out bcos the will wasnt there.
but it was enough.
now im living in a life of fun,
so much time to do the things we wanna do.
but im doing all of them, without u.
so many sleepless night, so much tears cried.
keept all the memories, took you out of my life.
this time i dun have the energy anymroe.
giving up on that one thing that keeps me going.
i keep thinking if i'll regret.
i think i will, i might.
but if i try, i may also find new happiness, new motivation.
i think weve said this to each other alot of times,
but it was always never the last.
but each time we say it,
a bit of me wonder,
would it really be the last?
maybe this time it would be,
if it is den well, all the best.
goodbye.