3 more days..

this feels weird.
in 3 more days, but im not a tinge excited actually.

am i really not interested in going anymore?
where's all the passion n drive for these stuff, i wonder.
i just feel very tired, i just wished i would be stuck in singapore, wokring my butt off for pastamania and earning peanuts per hr.
but then again, i keep reminding myself, trying to convince myself that this trip would be life changing for the people there. but would it really? would we really be helping the kids?

im sry for being such a wet blanket, if any ocipers are gonna read this by accident.
but i find myself doubting, maybe not the whole lot, but in myself.
is it becos im thinking of too much? or becus im expecting too much?
cos i noe with high expectaions - comes greater disappointment.

and i htink the previous post has been really misleading, people has come to me with different comments which are, haha out of pt. im not dying to be attached, i just miss tt feeling. so thanks to those who offered "attachment" servivces, but i dun think i need any =))

anywya i went pp to shop with yeowchoon n meiling. seriously ar yeowchoon is damm funny man. mei n me cant stop laughing for alot of times. and we took fotos with the xmas deco!
whcih reminds me, at cine tt traffic light got 4 v nice xmas trees with water fountain! man so nice!!!
can someone be nice enuff to go orchard with me to take lots of photos? :)