of random happenings, musings and people

check out jaychous latests song.
its the first one on the playlist. quite nice =)


oh. its 7thjuly. such a cool day to be wedded.
apparently theres gonna be super alot of couples tying the knot today. cool right. :D
i wanna get married on a nice day too. hah.


the recent t3a thing, has given me the chance to read through the testimonials tt teachers wrote for me, appeal letters that they prepared specially for me. and its been a good wake up call. i guess over the many months of slackish behaviour has kinda worn out the essentials. n they still have that faith in me, even today. its time to start working on what's necessary. because i dont want to disappoint.
bad results are good things. very good motivation.
so far its a C for math and a B for physics. chem is a huge mystery, but considering how tough the paper was, i am not even having any expectations. and econs was the one i died horribly, cos i din study. but im over it already. and i promise never to let myself feel the same way as i felt doing the econs paper, ever again.



recently, theres this issue tt ive been contemplating alot.
to say what one is suppose to say, or to say what's right.
cos i guess, the truth hurts, sometimes.



i think people shoudlnt be nice to each other just cos its their birthdays/a festival like friendship day or v day. just love them with all you have and i think that makes everyday a happy day. to love them, is not to judge them n accept their flaws for thats who they are. to love them, is to show care and concern for them. to love them, is best through the little interactions of our everyday lives. to love them, is to cherish the moments spend tgt. to love them, is to want the best for them. to love them, is not to say hurtful things to each other.

i believe this takes alot of time, effort, energy and patience to try to love the people around us. and i always feel that its to do with the priorities that we have in life. because how we define our priorities will eventually sway our actions. for some of the people whom i've crossed paths with in life, its beginning to be really difficult to love them. my patience is wearing thin and im beginning to feel really tired. i've come to the question of whether to give up on that friendship. and i dont know what to do.



sometimes i think i care too much.
is that love?