im thankful for my parents,
who make the effort to put dinner on the table everyday
who offer to wash the dishes for me knowing that im tired
who sacrifice being slightly late for work to let me sleep in a while longer
who will iron my clothings for me when im too busy to do it
who always stand by me, especially during the darkest hours.

its quite crappy now cos im thinking of setting a deadline, cos the feeling isnt right and i dun wanna venture further. acty half of me wants to cos you really bring joy but the other half of me is holding back wondering if im still caught up with the past. would things never be the same as it is now if i disappear for a while?