show me the way, pls.

i feel so tired, although its just monday and its only my first day at work at scb.

i think i'm worn out. that im on the verge of giving everything up. even holding that pendant on the necklace tightly doesnt seem to give me much strength anymore. that im becoming very restless and delusional. that im beginning to feel jaded about life. that im no longer believing in the nice pretty little things like care, affection and hope.

come back, caroline.
come back on track.