heavens..

when getting to the end seems so diffcult,
just dun give yourself the option of quitting.
there is no stopping.
there is no pain in the legs, no stiches. nothing physical.
just focus on the mind.
keep going, one step by one step.

i think thats the most valuable lesson i get from runningg. ran again today, felt so exhausted but i finished wad i set out to do. the feeling of completing it is like seventh heaven. and i think it is also about life isnt it? when all things seem so shitty and your goal seems to be getting further and further away, just dont ever give up on yourself.


and i think darren is godlike la.
he managed to help me push my ftt slot [which was all the way in bloody june] to this thurs. like OMG. which means there is hope for me to get my license by june. u know, this feels like eighth heaven. maybe we can even camp on the cdc website more and my driving test can be in may?? hehe. cdc is reallly gonna be my homepage. but its damm anal i tell you, it lags like HELL. but for now, i need to study really hard. the test seems difficult la!


and i went for a pedicure today, again. ok i noe i am suppose to be saving money for the driving lessons but i just couldnt help it. it just makes me happy, yea puts me in ninth heaven to have nicely polished and shaped and coloured nails. at least im giving my nails on my hands a break - no more manicure till my birthday!


and obviously, im up to the tenth heaven cos tomorrow is saturday. which means im GOING TO KUKUP! ok honestly i know i shld just chill and cool, cos its only kukup. bloody hell im not even taking a plane there and its only a few hrs of bus drive away. but hey, its with the company i love and i hope things will be fun. actually i already know its gonna be fun. hehehe.

have a good weekend people!