i think i would like to take mywords back. maybe i am starting to believe again. :)

christmas was awesome. the whole weekend was spent with the gang. din really countdown but spent the last few moments of 24thdec and the first few hours [4 for me, like 7 for the guys] prawning at ecp. my idea. lol. but it was quite fun i caught quite a big prawn :D then on xmas we mahjonged. on sunday also mahjong then went to watch avatar. avatar is pretty awesome imo. despite battle and war and fantasy shows being not my cup of tea. but the glasses were really huge and heavy so it wasnt the most comfortable 2 hour plus for me.

the day after xmas was bad. i crashed my car again. and this time i was really fucking scared. like when i drove home i went at 60. aye ecp also 60. and i stayed on the left extreme lane like a newbie. i think my hands were even trembling la.

but on the whole ride home, there was this one person i wanted to call. wanted to hear your joke and laugh at you. to feel assured that i will be okay. but i didnt have the courage to make the call because i don't think it will be right.

but i hope that sometime from now, that call would be one i can make :)