i always thought that emo was a loserish term

but now i think im feeling emo.

ok maybe a bit moody. i think i still dont like emo very much!
today i just sat at the bus stop and watched the rain fall, while the buses came and went. for once in a very long time, i was not rushing to anywhere, i was not iris-ing to check when the next bus would come, i was not planning how to bus hop to get to the destination at the fastest time.

i just sat there
watched the world go by

it should have been a happy feeling.
but i wasnt happy.
and i had tears in my eyes.